I had a DREAM a few nights ago....
I had over-extended my time in the pool
and was one of the last ones to get out...
my friends and I ran to the parking lot across the street, dripping wet...
we saw a tow truck removing cars
One of my friends noticed that the tow truck
was hooked up to his vehicle....
He ran up to the tow truck driver and asked if he could
release his car......and the driver obliged
Then the tow truck hooked up to another friends car...
She did the same and asked the driver to release her car...
He obliged
At this point I noticed that I can't see my car...
it was missing
did the tow truck already haul it away?
So I went up to the driver and asked him if he towed my car
He said "yes"
I asked him " Where is it? Is it at the Impound Lot?"
He said "No"....."It is in KENTUCKY"
K E N T U C K Y ?
Feeling hopeless....I explained that I needed my car for a special appt.
He said " Well, you will need to go to Kentucky to get it"
My interpretation of this dream has to do with living with this newly acquired cronic condition....
The friends in the dream represent the 2 people that I have met at dialysis, who recently had surgery the same time as me....theirs were successful...mine was not. Perhaps their car represents their progress along this dialysis/ kidney failure journey...they are free to go.
My car is stuck in a place that seems unreachable.
I guess I need to decide how committed I am to the journey ahead.
Most days I feel defeated...so I find myself on the fence
I need to decide whether to stay or to leave....
or in this case....go to KENTUCKY!
